Sometimes there seems to be so much to be said…
But words just don’t seem to flow.
And when sometimes they do push through -
-To be verbalized,
The mind just doesn’t let go.

Its strange that I wonder so
But often those questions occur to me
Why, the more I want from you
The more you fulfill for me.
And even when I make things difficult too
You somehow always sail us through.

I wonder why I matter at all…
Why don’t you just shatter my hopes?
Why not hurt where it’s always hurt the most
Why don’t you let me be, why don’t you let me fall?
Why do I matter at all??

-Ananya Kushwaha